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yeah..it’s because of you…by kelly clarkson..it’s a sad song n this song kind of shake up my emotions…sort of bring some meaningful advises n yet at the same time tearing the heart apart…mixed up emotions may be due to some other influences which has been like a chain, linking one thing to another thing..e.g….songs that i have listened to nowadays…frens whom i have met…troubles they have been thru’…n me, being involved in part of them to help them out…plus having a caring n loving meng n ah kor really taught me well enough to appreciate ppl i love n ppl who love me…

no matter what happen,  live is only travelled once, good or bad, those are only memories..and memories cant be brought back to life…(^@~)

well, this may be meaningful to somebody..yet it can be meaningless..soredemo, watashi ni wa taisetsu na mono…^^..there are also review bout this song..bout the real meaning that lied underneath…but it’s too long to be pasted into here…lazy~ :p briefly..it’s about everybody affecting each other…chain relationship

ak…btw..it’s a happy ending tho’ :p

the link to her MV - because of you

- because of you -

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I’ve learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it’s not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can’t possibly break
When it wasn’t even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don’t know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I’m ashamed of my life because it’s empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

© y i N

weeeeeeeeeee finally it is sem break…errRRrrmmmMMmm…actually it is already 1 week since sem break started XD…a bit naive..ngek ngek..n now wat??…a bored sem??..no work for me??..no dates for me??..no dota for me??..no neway o redbox for me??..eeerRkkk..no nothing for me??….this should be a *sigh* instead of cheering muahhaHaHAAHaahAhhaha in this blog…other than watching TV at home…hehehehe tho’ part of it sounds pathetic but part of it is true..ngek ngek ngek…well, have been pretty good girl these days..didnt go out at night for dota..only stayed at home watching tv until i fell asleep !!! ^^" i woke up again around 4 am n dragged myself back to my own bed..first time bored till like that..XD feel like having a totoro with me so that i can lie on him when i’m tired..jux like mei in that pic..shirawase ne ^^

really hope can go out for a holi trip soon..so desperate for one..to get away from the boredome..to get away from those obaasan at my mom’s shop..to enjoy the holi wit darling n kor n the rest of the frens..jux cant wait for it~~

i wanna go sing k so much ne…long time nvr been there d…n cant wait to spoil their surround system…neway? redbox? anything…XD i guess the last time i been there was…a month ago? o maybe two months..forgot d…no idea..amnesia…XD

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