[ 3am in the morn' ]
Saturday, July 22nd, 2006
well..i wonder what are we doing in mcD 3am in the morn’ ? muahAHHAhAha…we were hungry after long hours of tears and chats that we had no choice but to head for mcD-24hrs next to petronas..for our late supper cum early breakkie…hahah nvr tried to be so crazy..
well, it was supposed to be a very tired and the most hated moment i had in my life which is repeating itself once again in year 2006, july…it could be possible tat my life is fated to be so…hmm..dramatic o pathetic? well, i prefer a simple one…it was my sixth sense tat i always believed in, that has brought me so far..to all the odd things happening now and then..n i couldnt believe that i am on the marry go round doing round and round the same thing again…probably i cared too much? sigh..different perspectives, different desires, etc etc..compromise is important, my fren experienced it and told me one thing..{ if it is unacceptable to being together for a long time, that reflects the future as well.. }
sometimes, u have to know that it is the end of the chapter when one is pulling out so much that u cant bear it anymore..no matter how hard u try to pull back, the fact is u r actually pushing ur fate away..further away…that is wat we always claimed the human relationship to be so vulnerable..the more u appreciate, the least u could expect..
anyhow, i still appreciate my loved ones as much as i did…no matter wat happened..because life is only travelled once..i don wanna end my chapter having no one to miss or not being missed..
