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i didnt feel good this morning..whenever i have that kind of feeling in my heart to do something that i don usually do out of a sudden, it always leads to a situation that i doubted…it always strike at the right time..so should i still doubt my sixth sense? sigh..recall every moment back then..good n bad..everything is really repeating..i told myself that i will leave when the same thing ever repeats again..but i m still struggling in myself…but i m really upset..really disappointed..wat is all the memories are supposed to mean wen things are being so suspicious now that i cant even believe wit my own eyes? why do i still need to care now? at this moment..the MV of tis came into screen..if only i m one..

"Unfaithful"

Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company

He’s more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I’m gone again
And to him I just can’t be true

And I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer

I feel it in the air
As I’m doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I’m gonna be out late
I say I won’t be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn’t have to tell
Because we both know
Where I’m about to go
And we know it very well

Cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying

I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer

Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don’t wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)

I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
A murderer (a murderer)

No no no no

Yeah yeah yeah

Feels Like A Woman

This is a man who needs a woman
I’m not afraid to say what I feel
I’ll never be unfaithful
I’ve been wrong and lived the lonely life
Silence is loud without her whispers
My body craves her touch
Such are my prayers every break of dawn
To open my eyes and see her by my side
When the earth shakes and the tide breaks
Feels like a woman
So much power takes my breath away
When the sun beats satin blue sheets
Feels like a woman
I am sweating, begging her to stay with me
This is a man who needs a woman
In all of my world, in my nights
If i don’t live up to this promise
Then I am wrong, I have no right
This is a man who needs a woman
I’m not afraid to say what I feel
I’ll never be unfaithful
And I’ll be one with no demands

tis is a lovely song with meaningful lyrics..tis song is about a guy who learned his lesson and regretted, who then starts to learn to appreciate the one he loved and not hurting her further..but..in the end? did the girl stay? tis song somehow reminds me of kiss’ "yeo ja ini ka"..watch the MV..n u will understand the whole story..

Kiss - Because I’m A Girl

Dodeche ar suga obso namjadurui maum
wonhar ten onjego da juni ije tonande
ironjog choumirago nonun thugbyorhadanun
gu marur midosso negen hengbogiosso

I just cant understand the hearts of men
they tell you they want you and then they leave you
this is the first time, you’re special
I believed those words and I was so happy

marur haji guresso nega shirhojyoda go
nunchiga obnun nan nur bochegiman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

You should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

modungor swibge da jumyon gumbang shirhjungnenunge
namjara durosso thollin mar gathjin anha
dashinun sogji anhuri maum mogo bojiman
todashi sarange munojinunge yoja ya

i heard that if you give up things too easily
to a man, he will get bored with you
i don’t think this is wrong
a girl says that she will never be fooled again
but she will fall in love again

marur haji guresso nega shirhojyodago
nunchiga obnun nan nur boche giman hesso
norur yoghamyonsodo manhi guriurgoya
sarangi jonbuin nanun yojainika

you should have told me you didn’t like me any more
but I couldn’t see that and you just rushed me
although I will curse you I’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

[narration] Onur urin heojyosso budi hengbogharago
noboda johun sarammannagir barandago
nodo darun namjarang togathe nar saranghanda go marhanten onjego
sorjighi na nega jar doenungo shirho
naboda yepun yoja manna hengboghage jar sarmyon otohge
guroda nar jongmar ijoborimyon otohge
nan irohge himdunde himduro juggenunde
ajigdo nor nomu saranghanunde

[narration]
Hey babe
the pain
it’s not enough to describe how i feel
we were so happy together
but I know now
I’ve been blind
you told me that you’d never let me down
whenever I needed you you’d always be here
I can forgive but I cant forget
even though you hurt me
I still love you
I still love you
Don’t take advantage of a girl’s willingness to do anything for love
and her caring instinct
U didn’t know that to be born as a girl and to be loved was so hard
Although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything
although i will curse you i’ll still miss you
Because I am a girl, to whom love is everything

sarangur wihesoramyon modun da har su inun
yojaui chaghan bonnungur iyong hajinun marajwo
hanyojaro theona sarangbadgo sanunge
irohge himdurgo oryourjur mollasso

don’t take advantage of a girl’s willingnes

[the guy said]
there is a girl whom I love. Now I can`t stay with her, but I still love her.

well..sometimes when u r kind of hoping for something good to remain, it seems to rebel ur wish and make things worse..perhaps, there are really ups and downs in life that u have to been thru so that ur life will not be such a boredom to live in…but ups are always okay…how about downs? not many people managed to take the downs so easily and learning to let go is kinda hard..

not to say anything but, there are many kinds of people living around u, u jux nvr realised how they changed sec by sec eventhough u r together for almost every min @.@..kinda scary eh..i have heard about my frens’ stories..some of them are faithful, yet the partner is being unfaithful and they are totally unaware of it (really pitiful, i know about it, but i cant do anything cos it is not my business or i might worsen the whole situation), certain are aware but they can do nothing because of the other party’s strong denial skill (their sixth sense is strong, not to really say sixth sense, but when u r with a person for long, u do not have to observe but u can feel when something out of takes over, and cant be counted as over-sensitive if u r very sure about the matter), certain leave for the better to forget the bad (everyone wants to be loved as the only one, n there are many choices out there, n u can always get a "click" when the timing is right? i don think that for so many millions of ppl around the world and yet u r thinking he/she is the only one? so why not open up ur opportunity and stop keeping the bad for life?), certain remain to hope that the other party will come back (giving out many chances n yet hoping for the other party to get back to the oh-i-love-u-one-n-only-so-much kind of person, but afterawhile, u will notice that the chances that u r giving over and over again are actually bullshit to conceal ur own lost in confidence and to plant ur belief that u r actually who he/she wanted to be with)..

but..love is so vulnerable..anything can happen in the next sec..so what if u r careful? does it matter if u r careful but then it is still happening? life is full of excitement, full of interesting people, so why r we keeping ourselves closed while the other party is so eager to meet the rest? being together is trust and compromise, if u trust ur other half, jux don swim around ur own emotional sea no more..it’s time and energy wasting anyway..too much of emotional will even stab ur relationship’s wound a few depths deeper..further more, if he/she is urs, he/she will definitely be with u during ur ups and downs, unless he/she doesnt care about u anymore, u know that u r not to be kept as a person’s door mat and move on..even if he/she really comes back, can u take it? can u fake it? o do u still really love him/her? then, it is ur turn to decide u still want to be with this person o not..but probably it also depends on own’s limitation and boundary..u can nvr expect every single sec to have proper timing..

p.s: u read me ju?