[ 又一年又三年 ]

March 6th, 2007 by cyjm

somehow i like tis title n i "terasa"..it is not completely the meaning in the lyrics but more to the title..life is like a ferris wheel but we should know how to make things better n not to repeating the same thing over n over again..

life is full of excitement, ups and downs, adventures..etc…we should open our eyes to all the things in this world rather than closing ourselves in a box…if v nvr try, v nvr know how it feels n how other things are meant to us…

sometimes, i actually understand what u guys r trying to deliver to me, but, it is jux that my heart doesnt pair with my actions…….lolx…weird ne..xD but no worries..^_______^

很想告诉你
你的话我都没忘记
就连那轻微的呼吸
也都会烙在我心里
眼里的忧郁
告诉我你还没忘记
还穿着他送的外衣
掩饰着脆弱的情绪
他还试着他还真的
回头来找你
不能放弃不能忘记
他曾经深爱着你
但已经又一年又三年
又是一个世纪
又春天又夏天又是落叶满地
你还守着你自己
不让幸福再靠近
我可以放弃你忘记你
不再眷恋着你
又一年又三年又是落叶满地
只要等到你是你
只要你快乐我会祝福你

time to grow - by lemar

March 3rd, 2007 by cyjm

he sounds quite like rain…..the chorus melody can kill me…..@.@

"Time To Grow"

Last night I tried but I couldn’t sleep
Thoughts of you were in my head
I was lonely and I needed you next to me
Life is harder since you left
I never meant to do you wrong
And now all is said and done
I hope you won’t be gone too long/ No

[Chorus]
Where do I go
What do I do
I can’t deny I still feel something
And girl, I wish you could say you feel the same
You’ve broken the bond
I gotta move on
But how do I end this lonely feeling?
You’ve gone, I’m here, alone
I guess it’s time to grow

I try to speak, but my words never catch the air
Like you never knew I was there
Take me back to the days when you really cared
Can we make love re-appear?
I can’t go on the roads too long
And now all is said
and done
I can’t go forward if my heart’s still where i’m coming from

[Chorus]

Crying time is over
I know I can’t control her feelings
If she won’t return, then I guess I’ll be a man
and move on

Time to grow / And move on
Make life better than it was before
Time to grow and move on
Make love better than I did before [repeat]

Though you’ve gone / And I’m here, alone
I guess it’s time to grow

K e n a n g a n . T e r i n d a h

March 3rd, 2007 by cyjm

my heart dropped a bit…whenever i listen to tis song…

the lyrics were meaningful…it means that no matter what that guy is still in love with the girl..what he wanted is the best for her…but..the guy didn’t know what the girl thinks…that the girl is actually in love with him only no matter wat…sigh..watch the mv……it will make u tears dropping..


Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itu pun
Aku mampu tuk mengenangmu

Darimu…
Kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku…
Kau lah cinta sejati

Ooh…

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku
Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Ooh…

黄品冠-朋友变情人再变朋友

March 2nd, 2007 by cyjm

tis is a story of a pair of lover who fluctuate between frens and lovers roles..still searching for the mv..

黄品冠-朋友变情人再变朋友

安静的房间还有你的温柔
躺在棉被上看着多的枕头
为何分手后回忆就被偷走
爱情走到尽头是否可以做朋友
你和我以前是朋友心情不错
就想约你走走
你要电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
谁懂这坎坷

爱上你以后愉悦很轻松
现实太残酷梦中你会拥抱我
当爱上以后如今我们分手
我变成情歌手
是唱太多太多bala歌
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好却只能做朋友
你撞了我我装无所谓
我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
只能显真格

你和我以前是朋友
心情不错
就想约你走走
你要电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
谁懂这坎坷

你和我现在是朋友
你那么好却只能做朋友
你撞了我我装无所谓
我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友
或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友
只能写真的

朋友变情人再变朋友
祝我们快乐!!!

- if only -

March 1st, 2007 by cyjm

if only things in life will not change and remain as good as it is..i guess the world will definitely be perfect but that would make life less exciting..i guess people usually say tat jux to comfort the person who experienced the bad times..it is also the way of looking at a thing..despite the way the thing it is..

wat if we, human, don’t do anything wrong in this life, life would be better isn’t it? but there will be too many things in this life, which were created to overcome the "wrong" will no longer exist and by that time, we have to cope with losing tat certain stuffs..see? if v discard the bad, we will lose the good, but if v keep the bad, v will suffer…tis is what life about..we cant have the good things only..

i have too many ifs in my life tat i regretted a lot..timing and fate are really important in my dictionary now..even tho’ u come across to fate, but at the wrong timing, the ending might not be as good as it is supposed to be..BUT, if u come across to fate at the right timing, n u jux let it pass by without holding on to it, the ending might be jux as bad as u met fate at the wrong timing..however, we, human, usually overlook fate and let it pass by n later on live in regrets..so it is the human’s own decision tat actually is the main source of the problem..but we like to blame that fate comes at the wrong timing..Simply because human couldnt resist putting blame on  others at all times..right?

if only i came back earlier on the 5th day of cny (22nd feb 07), i would have been able to see the baby tat died during birth..i only able to see the one which survived and it lasted for 7 days only..

if only i had given a name to the cute lil puppy wen my mom asked me to think of one, but i was too stressed with my mid term exam that i afraid i will once again flunk it wit no absolute reasons..at least the puppy will have a name..but i called him baby each time i pet him..

if only i went downstairs to check on him wen the mother howl so long that night (01 march 07), he would have survived..o at least i get to c him for one last time..

i jux don understand why do God has to take away every happiness that i own..ppl n things that i love n care do not stay long in my life…they will jux step into my life and after some time hop out of my life wen i start to feel secured and adapt to their existence..why do my happiness have to always leave me wen i had planted my effort n time in working out things? is it me that is selfish n greedy to keep things n ppl tat i treasure n love in my life?

altho’ they do not stay long in my life, i jux appreciate n glad to have them around me tat my life will be spiced up again with their supports..they played a really important role in my life during my ups and downs..they might not stay long n heading to different direction, but i believe that they do not disappear totally from my heart..whatever they said o done will always remain vividly in my memories..

words of wisdom from 2 frens..

if only v can if  then tis world will not be wonderful..if  is for us to learn from wrong..if  there’s no regret then no one will say if. am i right?

we can do no great things, only small things with great love…things happened for a reason… think wat it is trying to tell u n learn from the incident

i believe that there is nothing in this world that will stop u from doing something u want to do..unless u didnt want to put any effort into it o refused to do it from ur heart..which is what ppl say, if u don wan to do something, nobody can make u do it no matter how they dare u..

if  u think u can, u can..

Dsc00029i think life is like a ferris wheel..it will turn round n round n will not stop..things will keep repeating n there will be ups and downs..but don expect diff result by doing the same thing..life is full of karma..i believe [feng shui lun lao juin]..things will not always be bad..there will be good things to cover ur past in future..life is only travelled once..treasure everything u have..live life to the fullest n nvr live ur life with regrets..

- J u -

February 28th, 2007 by cyjm

ju ju ju ju ju ju

for the sake of the ju family. . . ju once again spread the ju family ajaran to another country. . .muahaHaHahAa

we all miss her a lot. . .her usual joker/clown/listener/etc etc etc post is temporary vacant until she is back again. . . .

anybody looking for vacancy to hold her post at the moment? forget about it. . .u will nvr be employed. . . unless ur name is yap ah pig..muahAhAHAahHAha

:: CNY day 4 ::

February 21st, 2007 by cyjm

aloha…konnichiwa…bon jour..ni hao`!!!

hahaha…i have been growing mushrooms since the 30th night before CNY..and now it is day 4 already wit jux a blink of eyes..@.@ what has been going on in these few days in kl? what were the happening stuffs that i missed wen i was away?? *n yet i’m still away*

hmmm…but i’m starting to enjoy tis laid-back and relaxing kind of lifestyle while i’m ere..free of worries..free of curiosity..free of doubts..free of responsibilities..free of routines..free of judment..a release of the tensions n stresses tho’ i was stuck in the traffic jam  for 12 hrs wen i was on the way ere from kl…xD that was really breathtaking..=.=..worst nightmare..

what did i do within these few days? well, nothing much has been done..staying at uncle’s place everyday..eat..sleep..eat..sleep..oh yeah n famus spot..OLD TOWN KOPITIAM…hahaha..din know that i m still attached to tis place wen i’m so far away from home..it used to be my breakkie spot wit ju back at home..but the OLD TOWN ere bully kl ppl…din wan to serve me drinks for 2 hours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm other than that..what else i do? on9..sembang-sembang..trailing my cousins to yam cha o fren’s place..pinching..biting..hahhahah

on the other half of me is missing kl….cos another fren is departing soon..she filled most of my time everyday..each CNY will bring me back some memories of how the other pig n i met until she appeared n v started tis pig clan..muahahhahhaa..but seriously, ju, really hope u will take good care of urself..stay strong n anytime, anything, jux ring me, o that sei soh poh (now she replaces the other ju..xD)..if u kena tutup pipe..jux let us know then v will call u ^^

i know i shouldn’t sigh..but i couldn’t stop wondering why ppl who are close to me n those that i love n care always have to leave after some time?? but i will always have them in my heart where ever they are..FRIENDS are always around the world n stay forever…

beYonCe - liSteN

February 19th, 2007 by cyjm

another cool song with meaningful lyrics..things are always evolving around u that u cant escape from the bad if u wanna keep the good..so why should v take things so seriously wen other ppl don treasure it at all? why do v have to live it the hard way n not enjoying as others who cared less? i feel a bit hopeless wen i cant help wen my frens n dearest cousins i love n care are facing the same prob over n over again n are not able to jump out of the box to get a vivid view of what is actually going on..i don understand why all the innocent ones are always the victim..


beyonce-listen

Listen to the song here in my hearta melody I start but can't complete

Listen to the sound from deep withinIts only beginning to find release

Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heardThey will not be pushed aside and turnedInto your own, all 'cause you won't listen

[chorus]ListenI am alone at a crossroadsI'm not at home in my own homeAnd I've tried and triedTo say whats on my mindYou should have knownNow I'm done believing youYou don't know what I'm feelingI'm more than whatYou've made of meI followed the voice, you gave to meBut now I've gotta find my ownYou should have listened

There was someone here insideSomeone I thought had diedSo long agoOh I'm screaming outAnd my dreams will be heardThey will not be pushed Aside or turnedInto your own

All 'cause you won't listen[chorus]
ListenI am alone at a crossroadsI'm not at home in my own homeAnd I've tried and triedTo say whats on my mindYou should have knownNow I'm done believing youYou don't know what I'm feelingI'm more than whatYou've made of meI followed the voice, you gave to meBut now I've gotta find my ownYou should have listened

I don't know where I belongBut I'll be moving onIf you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heartA melody I start, but I will complete

Now I am done believing youYou don't know not what I am feelingI'm more than what you've made of meI followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I got to find my own - my own

sHakiRa - iLLeGaL

February 15th, 2007 by cyjm

who would have thought that you could hurt me

the way you’ve done it

so deliberate so determined

Since you have been gone

I bite my nails for days and hours

and question my own questions on and on

Tell me now, tell me now

Why you’re so far away

When I’m still so close

You don’t even know the meaning of the words I’m sorry

You said you would love me until you die

As far as I know you’re still alive

Baby

You don’t even know the meaning of the words I’m sorry

I’m starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

I tried so hard to be attentive

To all you wanted always supportive always patient

What did I do wrong?

I’m wondering for days and hours

it’s here, it isn’t here where you belong

Anyhow, Anyhow

I wish you both all of best

I hope you get along

You don’t even know the meaning of the words I’m sorry

You said you would love me until you die

As far as I know you’re still alive

Baby

You don’t even know the meaning of the words I’m sorry

I’m starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

You don’t even know the meaning of the words I’m sorry

You said you would love me until you die

As far as I know you’re still alive

Baby

You don’t even know the meaning of the words I’m sorry

I’m starting to believe it should be illegal to deceive a woman’s heart

Open heart

Track 05- superb jeng! -not a single day-

February 7th, 2007 by cyjm

Dono why..whenever i start listening to this song, i can feel the heart bug biting my heart..saKiT!!!

Not a Single Day

A day where I haven’t thought of you hasn’t passed yet
No matter how hard I try not to, even if I get sick on liquor and fall asleep
In the end I think about you again
Even if I purposely lean into another person’s embrace, even if I do that

When I open my eyes in the morning I’m so alarmed, seeing the phone
Remembering last night
Because I might have called you while I was drunk
I get so frightened

I drink in order to forget you
But when I get sick
I remember the girls I had met to forget you
Making me think of you more
A day where I haven’t thought of you hasn’t passed yet
No matter how hard I try not to, even if I get sick on liquor and fall asleep
In the end I think about you again
Even if I purposely lean into another person’s embrace, even if I do that

All day today busily positioning myself with work
Crazily leaving my body to do so
I kept making work without end, in case I might think of you
But even then

Living busily in order to try to forget you
But I don’t know my reason for living
Even if I try to forget you to the best of my ability, even for a moment
When I find the time I think of you again

A day where I haven’t thought of you hasn’t passed yet
No matter how hard I try not to, even if I get sick on liquor and fall asleep
In the end I think about you again
Even if I purposely lean into another person’s embrace, even if I do that

Do you think of me
Do you wonder if I’m lonely
Or have you already forgotten me and lost yourself in a new love

Korean: Harudo
Ajik nan harudo ni saenggak an han jeogi eopsseo
amuri an haryeogo haedo sure chwihae jamdeureobwado
gyeolgugen tto dashi nan ni saenggageul hago isseo
ilbureo dareun saram pume nae momeul jakku gidaebwado geuraebwado

Achime nuneul tteo neomu nolla jeonhwareul boji
gi-eogi naji anneun eojetppam
haengyeo sure chwihae neo-ege jeonhwareul georeosseulkkabwa
neomu na duryeoweojyeo

Neoreul ijeuryeogo mashineun surinde
chwihamyeon deo saenggagina
neoreul ijeuryeogo mannan yeojadeuri
neoreul deo saenggangnage hae
ajik nan harudo ni saenggak an han jeogi eopsseo
amuri an haryeogo haedo sure chwihae jamdeureobwado
gyeolgugen tto dashi nan ni saenggageul hago isseo
ilbureo dareun saram pume nae momeul jakku gidaebwado geuraebwado

Oneuldo harujongil bappeuge jja noheun ilgwadeure
jeongshineopsshi momeul batkkigo
ni saenggakhalkkabwa kkeuteopsshi gyesogireul mandeureotjji
hajiman geureolsurok

Neoreul ijeuryeogo bappeuge saneunde
saraganeun iyureul molla
neoreul ijeuryeogo aesseodo jamkkanirado
shiganinamyeon tto ni saenggagiya

Ajik nan harudo ni saenggak an han jeogi eopsseo
amuri an haryeogo haedo sure chwihae jamdeureobwado
gyeolgugen tto dashi nan ni saenggageul hago isseo
ilbureo dareun saram pume nae momeul jakku gidaebwado geuraebwado

Neodo nae saenggageul haneunji
neodo naega geuri-unji
animyeon beolsseo nareul itkko dareun sarange ppajyeo-inneunji